The Husband asked me this morning if something was wrong. I had to think for a minute before answering. Physically, I was ok. A little tired but I had just gotten out of bed. I had eaten a bowl of cereal and taken my shower so I can check those things off of the list. I had cuddled with Maggie and that had perked my moods a bit. But still I felt crummy. I told the Husband as much and that was the end of that conversation.
For the last couple of hours, I have had that question stuck in my head. “Are you ok?” I think that I am just in a rut. I haven’t been working out and I know that is contributing. I am also in a rut with work. The job has always been necessary but it is something to do until I go back to school. 364 days and counting (as long as I get accepted). I just don’t know if I can feel like I am stuck in this rut for that long.
I am definitely going to start working out, whether it is walking the dog or going for a bike ride, in the morning. Maybe if I can get the endorphins going, the smile will appear. I should at least get started before I have the morning chill as an excuse.
I also need to address this job rut. The best thing I can do is stick with this and work through it. I have to remember that it is only temporary. That’s what I tell people when they sign a lease on a place that has flaws, it’s only temporary. For now, I will remain on the wheel, er, in my rut at work.
What do you do to shake things up?